Sep 29, 2013

The Divine Smell of Flora

hi y'all...it's been quite a long time you didn't hear from me, right? First, I've been busy with my works, many paper works and projects going on these past few weeks...and for about a week the internet was not available in my area because of some cable problems...

I was busy, busy, busy and did not have time to enjoy and entertain myself...luckily my husband could make time this weekend, so he came back home as promised....we spent the weekend together by walking down the memory lane...my mum needed to attend an event and the place is near my Alma Mater, a teaching college in Pengkalan Chepa...she went there with a friend of her because we were doing our shopping at KB Mall, but we had to pick her up after the event...after the shopping, my husband wanted to dine at our favorite "Nasi Kukus" restaurant back at the teaching college, so we went there early...we were lucky because the night market also took place that day, and we got to buy our favorite dishes when we were students...I'm so happy as I could eat the food that I really long for (because some of the foods are only available at that Pengkalan Chepa night market, and no one in her/his right mind would want to drive for more than 30km from Pasir Mas to Pengkalan Chepa just for the sole purpose of buying that particular food) but my husband was a bit upset because the "Nasi Kerabu Goreng" is no longer available...poor him!

The next day, I needed to work and my husband went back to Johore to where he's teaching...we're apart and I was upset! But the feeling ceased a bit because my colleague brought some perfume testers...ngehehe...I love that so much! why? I can get original perfumes for a cheap price....and testers are the excellent way to buy perfume at a discount without compromising the quality...testers contains the original quantity of the quantity mentioned on the bottle...

I bought this for rm35 only...


Sep 11, 2013

Health is Bliss

I love kids very much and is keen to have my own in near future...I was diagnosed with PCOS (poly cystic ovary syndrome) and the chance for me to get pregnant is quite slim compared to normal people...but, I am still trying and praying to get pregnant (very soon)...
PCOS comes in a package; I'm having emotional imbalance and sleep apnea...and sometimes I experience anxiety and depression, pelvic pain and some other things...I am very thankful because my husband is very understanding and supportive...he always be there for me during my series of treatments and consultations...and he tries hard to be at my side during my emotional breakdown....
I'm always with pills and sometimes grew tired of them...
but my hubby keeps on encouraging me to go on and live my life...
and one of the things that keep me going is my students...I pour the love towards my students and sometimes I feel like I spoil them a bit (ehehe)...I channel my happiness and energy towards teaching, humor my students with silly jokes and try to be friends with them...at least I'm happy that way rather than depressing myself by overly thinking about my illness...


Thanks to my hubby, friends and students that I'm able to take these pills...and please pray for my health and wish me to get pregnant soon...hehehe...
To my dear hubby, I am grateful because you accept me the way I am and most importantly you teach me how to love myself...because of that, I'm able to fly high although there are many boundaries that chained me to the ground...
I hope we (hubby and me)can be best friends forever and stay like that for the rest of our life...but more intimate (kikiki)...
for more info on PCOS, log on to http://womenshealth.gov/publications/our-publications/fact-sheet/polycystic-ovary-syndrome.cfm

Till then...see you again, in the next post!

Sep 6, 2013

Songs that Finally Make It to My Playlist

hi y'all...i haven't been blogging for more than a week! My excuse for this time is that I'm being insomniac for the whole week (huhu)...I feel sleepy as early as 7 pm...and it's so hard to fight the sleepiness...the most important thing that keep me from falling into the dreamland is that i keep telling myself "You should do the most vital thing for a Muslimah, performing the solat"...after praying the Maghrib prayer, then I would zzzz...I will wake up at 2 in the morning and could not fall back to sleep afterwards...and the eye bag becomes heavier day by day, even my hubby is afraid to look at my face in the morning (I'm not married to a zombie, nooooo!!!)

the thing that accompanies me during my 'wake up' phase is the songs in my playlist...my favorite is rock songs but just recently, i love hearing rap from W.A.R.I.S
i find his songs are very unique and they contain positive messages to the listeners...WARIS includes phrases that often said by his grandparents (I forgot whether it is his grandma or granddad) in his rap according to the radio interview that I heard... if I not mistaken the radio station is SURIA.FM...as usual I would listen to SURIA top 30 on Saturday hosted by HOLO (Halim Othman dan Linda Onn) and they invited WARIS to join the slot...

WARIS raps in Negeri Sembilan's dialect and I regard it as fascinating because it goes very well with the rhythm...his latest single featuring other DJs "Ritma Merdeka" is marvelous...as I listen to the song I could gather many information about our beloved nation...I even considering to use this song in my "Sivik dan Kewarganegaraan" class...
thanks to WARIS because he adds up the spice in my songs choice and offers me a new perspective especially in rap songs...i love all the 3 songs from WARIS; Rembau Most Wanted, Bertingket and Ritma Merdeka...
WARIS,keep up the good works...