Uniquely Me!

Finally I'm able to update my blog...wow! I can see cobwebs everywhere! (lama sgt x update blog)...
I am too engulf with works, many things that need to be done quickly....sometimes I feel that I could not catch up my breath (maybe I need oxygen tank by my side, over la pulak)...enough chit chat about works...I realize that I often lamenting about works as an intro of my entry....sorry my dear...

often this thought comes into my mind, how should I define myself...I'm having problem in using the right word to describe myself, maybe because I'm still clueless or still searching my identity (most probably)...I think the people around me would know how to define me (maybe the person who really know me)...
as for myself, I can say that I like to be different...I dislike to be common, I like to be extraordinary...people tend to misjudge my actions and thoughts (including my darling hubby, huhu)...my husband often tells me that maybe they are not in the same wave length as me...and I should not expect people to be as same as me...confusing, right?

I am sentimental...I tend to choose things which contained sentimental value(s) or closely related to me...for example, songs...I am very particular with lyric compared to the music or rhythm...I'm likely to choose songs that would remind me of my memories with someone or something...that's why I think I'm like a 'grandma' sometimes (mak nenek, ehehe).... 

the way I dress, the choice of my accessories and everything about me should be uncommon...simple and comfortable yet stylish and unique!

the most important thing is, LOVE YOURSELF...once you accept who you are, then other people can accept you...
so, don't be afraid if you are different....normal, so overrated!

The Divine Smell of Flora

hi y'all...it's been quite a long time you didn't hear from me, right? First, I've been busy with my works, many paper works and projects going on these past few weeks...and for about a week the internet was not available in my area because of some cable problems...

I was busy, busy, busy and did not have time to enjoy and entertain myself...luckily my husband could make time this weekend, so he came back home as promised....we spent the weekend together by walking down the memory lane...my mum needed to attend an event and the place is near my Alma Mater, a teaching college in Pengkalan Chepa...she went there with a friend of her because we were doing our shopping at KB Mall, but we had to pick her up after the event...after the shopping, my husband wanted to dine at our favorite "Nasi Kukus" restaurant back at the teaching college, so we went there early...we were lucky because the night market also took place that day, and we got to buy our favorite dishes when we were students...I'm so happy as I could eat the food that I really long for (because some of the foods are only available at that Pengkalan Chepa night market, and no one in her/his right mind would want to drive for more than 30km from Pasir Mas to Pengkalan Chepa just for the sole purpose of buying that particular food) but my husband was a bit upset because the "Nasi Kerabu Goreng" is no longer available...poor him!

The next day, I needed to work and my husband went back to Johore to where he's teaching...we're apart and I was upset! But the feeling ceased a bit because my colleague brought some perfume testers...ngehehe...I love that so much! why? I can get original perfumes for a cheap price....and testers are the excellent way to buy perfume at a discount without compromising the quality...testers contains the original quantity of the quantity mentioned on the bottle...

I bought this for rm35 only...

Health is Bliss

I love kids very much and is keen to have my own in near future...I was diagnosed with PCOS (poly cystic ovary syndrome) and the chance for me to get pregnant is quite slim compared to normal people...but, I am still trying and praying to get pregnant (very soon)...
PCOS comes in a package; I'm having emotional imbalance and sleep apnea...and sometimes I experience anxiety and depression, pelvic pain and some other things...I am very thankful because my husband is very understanding and supportive...he always be there for me during my series of treatments and consultations...and he tries hard to be at my side during my emotional breakdown....
I'm always with pills and sometimes grew tired of them...
but my hubby keeps on encouraging me to go on and live my life...
and one of the things that keep me going is my students...I pour the love towards my students and sometimes I feel like I spoil them a bit (ehehe)...I channel my happiness and energy towards teaching, humor my students with silly jokes and try to be friends with them...at least I'm happy that way rather than depressing myself by overly thinking about my illness...

Thanks to my hubby, friends and students that I'm able to take these pills...and please pray for my health and wish me to get pregnant soon...hehehe...
To my dear hubby, I am grateful because you accept me the way I am and most importantly you teach me how to love myself...because of that, I'm able to fly high although there are many boundaries that chained me to the ground...
I hope we (hubby and me)can be best friends forever and stay like that for the rest of our life...but more intimate (kikiki)...
for more info on PCOS, log on to http://womenshealth.gov/publications/our-publications/fact-sheet/polycystic-ovary-syndrome.cfm

Till then...see you again, in the next post!

Songs that Finally Make It to My Playlist

hi y'all...i haven't been blogging for more than a week! My excuse for this time is that I'm being insomniac for the whole week (huhu)...I feel sleepy as early as 7 pm...and it's so hard to fight the sleepiness...the most important thing that keep me from falling into the dreamland is that i keep telling myself "You should do the most vital thing for a Muslimah, performing the solat"...after praying the Maghrib prayer, then I would zzzz...I will wake up at 2 in the morning and could not fall back to sleep afterwards...and the eye bag becomes heavier day by day, even my hubby is afraid to look at my face in the morning (I'm not married to a zombie, nooooo!!!)

the thing that accompanies me during my 'wake up' phase is the songs in my playlist...my favorite is rock songs but just recently, i love hearing rap from W.A.R.I.S
i find his songs are very unique and they contain positive messages to the listeners...WARIS includes phrases that often said by his grandparents (I forgot whether it is his grandma or granddad) in his rap according to the radio interview that I heard... if I not mistaken the radio station is SURIA.FM...as usual I would listen to SURIA top 30 on Saturday hosted by HOLO (Halim Othman dan Linda Onn) and they invited WARIS to join the slot...

WARIS raps in Negeri Sembilan's dialect and I regard it as fascinating because it goes very well with the rhythm...his latest single featuring other DJs "Ritma Merdeka" is marvelous...as I listen to the song I could gather many information about our beloved nation...I even considering to use this song in my "Sivik dan Kewarganegaraan" class...
thanks to WARIS because he adds up the spice in my songs choice and offers me a new perspective especially in rap songs...i love all the 3 songs from WARIS; Rembau Most Wanted, Bertingket and Ritma Merdeka...
WARIS,keep up the good works...

Sneaker VS Heel

 Are you a sneaker person or a high heels person? I’m both but depend on the situations. Speaking of casualties and comfort, I prefer sneaker but in term of elegance and beauty, I would choose high heel. But still, I’m amazed with individual who can wear high heel. Why? I’m always wondering, “Are they not experiencing pain wearing those?”, especially when I see one wearing extremely high heels. Although heel gives an illusion of longer and more slender leg, but it hurts my legs so much especially at the area of my ankle. I look beautiful and confident in heel but not for long, sigh!!

 I’m always envious seeing those who can wear heel for a long duration (I’m only last for not more than 15 minutes). Plus, heel offer various designs that caught your attention as well as others compared to sneaker and flat shoes.

 The ‘devil’ in me always arguing, tormenting and doubting my choice when it comes to footwear. I want to look beautiful but I do not feel comfy in high heel. I prefer sneaker but anxious about my appearance in it. Everything is conflicting!

 I think the conflict will end (?) after I bought Puma Faas 300 Narita. The shoe is very comfortable and stylish. It’s suitable for casual wear and sport activities. And I don’t care anymore of what people will say and most importantly the ‘devil’ in me about how I match the shoe with my outfit.

 My new Puma Faas 300 Narita in atlantis-blue-fluo yellow!!

Full view of the shoe.

Find it at your nearest Al-Ikhsan outlet.

Minion Love

I love minions...huhuhu...those yellow little creature are very cuuutee...especially the ones in the epic "I Swear Minion Version" video...
I thought I could own one of the minions offered by Mc'Donalds but all were sold out...
and because of desperate need of wanting + owning + possessing a minion...i finally get my personalized Samsung Galaxy Note 2 minion case...thank you so much City Jaya KB Mall for making my dream came true...the printing was nice and the price was affordable...love it soooo muuuchh...the minion was printed on a metal plate ( actually I'm not quite sure the exact thing used for the plate) and pasted on a transparent case...
I'm very satisfied and recommended the store to all...

                   Cute, isn't it?